an Entanglement

To the Sun and the Moon

I'm sorry if i never find the beauty in you

As i also failed to see the beauty in me

Now that i thought of it, i wish i could.

To the friends i rarely talk to

I'm sorry if maybe I've hurted you

And you couldn't forgive me

So please accept my sincere aplogies

To the Brothers i have with a little love

I'm sorry if you think i'm not as sweet as i used to

My life has been messed up

And i don't want you to know that i'm not fine

To the sisters i have from another mother

I'm sorry if i seemed like a hideous sister

Maybe i am

And i will never understand how to be a better one

To the mother who gave birth to me

We never see eye to eye in almost everything

You think my attitude is awfully bad

I think it's because we can't see the goods towards each other

And i give you an extra line to talk more

I just really hope this isn't my suicide note, 

Because i wish i can fix things to make you understand

That i'm not a bad daughter

To the father in heaven

I wish to see you again

I don't know if i can

But to know the fact to you loved me is enough now

To the in-laws i recently got

you have such a beautiful son

and i'm beyond proud to take care of him

even thought i will never as good as you did

To the fun bestfriends i got

Sometimes i can be a pain in the ass

Sometimes i thought you are all the one who r pain in the ass

But that's friendship, and i can never repay your love to me

To the life i have for more than 20 years

I don't know if i can survive another years

I wish i know how to

Can you at least give me a clue?

To the Husband who i love the most

This is your special lines from me

I know you're tired

I wish to cherish every moments

I wish to be happy with just a blink

I'm happy to marry you

I'm happy to say i do

And if i wasn't happy,

That wasn't entirely your fault

Sometimes i get lonely, honey

I wish i have the strongest voice

To ask you to stay here

I should've showered you with love

But what i did mostly was to make you sad

and worry

Trust me, that was never my intention

I love you

I want to be brave honey...

I want to..