I don’t really know when did i start having this numerous symptoms everytime i want to go out. The complication is not stopping there, some days i also feel an enormous amount of pain. I can’t eat, i can't sleep, i can't get out of my bed, crying like a baby, punching my head, pinching my cheeks, grabbing my hair real hard.
Going out is hard...afraid of doing something wrong or get lost in the middle of nowhere. Some other time, i cancelled my plan of jogging around my house even tho i was ready with my gears. Simply because i was so damn afraid of people looking at me, telling me i'm weird. The only thing i love is watching a movie in a cinema. Because it’s dark and no one will notice u.
